Thursday, January 7, 2016

Misleaded

Maybe I was falling in love with you for longer than I thought
Maybe behind those laughs and togetherness, I secretly wish that you felt the same
Maybe I thought that you were just waiting for the right moment
Maybe I saw this friendship as something much deeper than what it really is
Maybe I thought that we had a future together

You were the first person who acknowledged me and needed me by your side
You were the first person who choose to call me when you were sad
You were the first person who told me that my existence calm you down
You were the first person who made me believe that I'm good enough
You were the first person that showed me your weaknesses

And I didn't realized up to this point that I might have fallen for you for a long time
And maybe that's why it hurts so much to find out the truth
And maybe that's why I got disappointed eventhough I probably already knew the truth
And maybe that's why I still had this trauma no matter how many times I tried to overcome it
Maybe because I finally realized that I.... was in love with you

Now I know that all the calls you made was not for me but for someone else
Now I know that you needed me by your side only so you can have someone else
Now I know that never had even the slightest feeling about me
Now I know that I was just a shadow to accompany you and someone else
Now I know that I was meaningless

I wish I didn't know
I wish I didn't find out the truth
I wish I didn't care too much
I wish I didn't meet you
I wish I didn't fall in love with you

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