Monday, July 4, 2011

I'm too 'stupid' to be serious

No, I really mean it. I can't use my brain to the fullest and I only use 50 percent of my brain's ability. I'm just too stupid because I never can focus in anything. When everyone becomes so critical about things, I will just stay quiet and thought, "oh dear, why don't you just take it easy and ignore it. it's not a big deal." 

Well, everything in this world is not really important for me. Everything looks very simple and I never really think about it. Why do I have such a weird and bad personality? I really can't take everything seriously. Well, I can be serious, only to things that related to my likes. I can be serious when it comes to friends, family, and my idols, hahaha and I can be very serious when I'm fangirling, which is so useless. I know that fangirling will only waste my time, but I can't stop it. It makes me feel happy, and I love being happy. My goal in this life is to be happy. Of course, we, human, can't feel happy all the time. There are ups and down in this life, in every human's life, but since... umm... years ago, I've decided myself not to think about my problems too much anymore, and I ended up never thinking about them, no matter how hard the problems I had, I always tell myself, "take it easy, ignore it. just think that you will get it over soon. think about something else that makes you happy." and now I become a person who is very ignorant about my feeling. Is this bad? I really can't feel anything except happy feeling. =,= Is being happy forever bad? Why do I have to be such a weird person? Hahaha and while writing this, I'm enjoying myself with some Hey! Say! JUMP songs. I'm feeling even happier XD


PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MASUDA TAKAHISA AND AKANISHI JIN. BOTH YOUR VOICES ARE ONE OF THE BEST VOICES I'VE EVER HEARD FROM JAPANESE SINGERS XD

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